You don’t know.

I hate you. You don’t know how much I hate you. You don’t know how much I hate myself for not being able to hate you. You don’t know how stressed out I… Continue reading

Interpersonal Relations: Critical Reflection Paper #2: Search for Significance [11.12.2015]

            Pain is the last thing humans want to undergo. When we think or read the word ‘pain,’ we cannot help it but to cringe at the sight… Continue reading

Interpersonal Relations: Critical Reflection Paper #1 [10.20.2015]

Growing up in a family of twelve where each person had their own set of personality, it was obvious that all kinds of communication styles took place. The talking styles would range from… Continue reading

Pastoral Theology I: Personal Salvation and Call to Ministry [10.01.2015]

            Pastoral leadership was the first and last thing on my mind after accepting Christ as my Savior. Even after attending a Christian university, I still had no desire to go into the… Continue reading

The Heart Wants What The Heart Wants

I find it funny how my major no longer interest me after almost 4 years. I mean, I still like it but it’s not a major that makes my adrenaline run nor does… Continue reading

Personal Formation & The Spiritual Leader: Personal Reflection Final Paper [4.20.2015]

Discipline is a word we, as humans, dislike very much and wrestle with occasionally. We often feel the need to be in control of our life a majority of the time, which is… Continue reading

Personal Formation & The Spiritual Leader: S.H.A.P.E PROFILE [3.18.2015]

Spiritual Gifts Record your top three Spiritual Gifts. Healing Mercy Pastoral Are there any other Spiritual Gifts you feel you might have? Wisdom Faith Encouragement Has anyone affirmed these Spiritual Gifts for you?… Continue reading

Personal Formation & The Spiritual Leader: Spiritual Autobiography [2.20.2015] – Not Updated

Rose PTHEO131.01 Dr. Graham 20 February 2015 Growing up in a Shaman home was very stressful and overwhelming. I remember coming home from school on a Friday afternoon to the smell of incense or… Continue reading

Topics in Biblical Justice: Theology of Biblical Justice [2.11.2015]

Theology of Biblical Justice             For an account of God’s words established in the scripture will we discover the true meaning of what justice is, who is the rightful judge, and how God… Continue reading

Children & Youth in Crisis: Theology of the Child [2.10.2015]

Theology of the Child             Children are God’s greatest gift to the world. Every day, thousands of millions of children are neglected not just by their parents, but also by his or her community.… Continue reading

Protected: MCM | It’s a secret. Sshhh.

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Day 4 | Your View on Religion

For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. John 3:17 Religion is a very dangerous topic. In general, I… Continue reading

Day 3 | Views on Drugs and Alcohol

Do not get drunk on wine, which leads to debauchery. Instead be filled with the Spirit. Ephesians 5:18 Once in a while I would joke around with my siblings and friends about “doing” drugs,… Continue reading

Day 2 | Where you would like to be in 10 years.

10 years from now, I hope I would be successful in life such as working my dream job, married with 2-3 kids, traveling, and doing the work of God. I’ll be 30 years… Continue reading

Day 1 | Singleness and Relationship(s)

Growing up as the eighth child in my family and the last daughter, I have been questioned numerous times by my sister’s significant other as to why I am still single, or they’ll try… Continue reading

Struggles and Healing

God has been so faithful and great to me these past few months, not saying that He never was; He’s always been great to me. Recently, I had a talk with God about… Continue reading


This past week has been one of the greatest week of my summer. I met so many great people, man and woman of God. I’m so glad that God made it possible for… Continue reading

August 2014

Here’s a picture of Linn and I at her birthday party! Happy 20th Birthday beautiful! ❤ I love you! It has been 3 days since August began. It has been great so far, and… Continue reading


My name is ROSE. I grew up in a Shaman home but became a Christ follower at the age of 14. Now I am 20 years and still going strong. I am not… Continue reading

Favorite Lakorn: คู่กรรม/Koo Gum (Ill-fated lovers, Sunset at Chaophraya)

Set in 1939, the early days of World War II in Siam, to Angsumalin meeting one last time with her childhood friend, a young Thai man named Vanus. He is leaving for England… Continue reading

Inspire Me: Life Experience

What was the one experience that completely changed your life? What happened? How did it change your life? There were a few experiences that dramatically changed my life but the one that had the… Continue reading


This really hit me hard last night. Prior to this message, I was praying to God about my physical appearance, height wise. I wasn’t being reasonable with myself or to God. I was being selfish.… Continue reading

Inspire Me: ยิ้มเอาไว้ให้ครื้นเครง

Take a line from a song that you love or connect with. Now forget the song, and turn that line into the title or inspiration for your post. “ยิ้มเอาไว้ให้ครื้นเครงYim ao wai hai kreun… Continue reading

Multicultural Novel: Creative Personal Reflection Essay [04.24.2014]

Sometimes thoughts and emotions are difficult to express in words because it is unexplainable. There are no words to describe the emotions and thoughts that cross my mind every time I read a… Continue reading

Protected: Bible Study Methods: The Tower of Babel (Genesis 11:1-9) Exegesis Paper [12.15.2013]

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Personal Leadership Statement [12.05.2013]

Leadership requires more than one think. It is not about being the best of the best or having a title over the top of your head. You don’t have to have charisma or… Continue reading

Mentoring [12.03.2013]

Good mentoring requires more than one think. There are so many stages a mentor or mentee can or have to approach in order to be successful. Lesa Engelthaler wrote in her article Good… Continue reading

My Best Leadership Story [08.31.2013]

You are a leader everyday. There is never a day when you do not impact a person’s life. I believe that I had impacted not just one person but a group of preschoolers.… Continue reading

Foundation of Leadership [11.01.2012]

Have you known somebody that always point out either their flaws or  your flaws, or that they’re somebody who isn’t good or strong at anything? Well, to be honest, I have known plenty… Continue reading

Poem: This Changes Everything

Just a poem I had to write for my English Class. Sounds quite weird at times because of the Alliterations, Similes, personification, and metaphors smashed together that were required for this poem/speech.  Converting yourself from shamanism to a… Continue reading